Fairy Tale Moments

Ok, I am a super geek I know, but this is what has been on my mind! Fairy Tales...... Maybe I am the only girl who does this, but ya know when you are watching a chick flick or you see a commercial with a guy and a girl and they are expressing their love, or saying sorry, or just caught up in embracing each other and there is sweet background music, and it makes you feel gushy inside or maybe tear up?!?!?! Ok, like I said maybe I am the only one. I used to find those moments in my life. I use to find those moments with God....where did they go?

I remember times during worship in church and I would get caught up in a song, with my eyes closed it seemed like I was the only one in the sanctuary singing to my God who is reaching directly into my heart, holding me and telling me the love He has for me........ Making me feel like I was having a fairy tale moment with the creator Himself! I miss that. How did I get so far away? Life is hard, but doing life without God is impossible!

I thought things were getting better, like I could finally come up for air, but little did I know that there was yet another storm when I came up. This one is bills.....Praise the Lord for an amazing job (that I would not trade for anything), and a summer baby sitting job that isn't really like baby sitting, more like hanging out and investing in little siblings in a niece or nephew :)..they are that great! We were hoping to really save a ton and had plans for this extra money, but oh no...you know where it is all going?!?!??! Miscarriage bills....awesome....... yup.....paying for something that I did not ask for, or want, something that would be totally different (or my attitude would be at least) if I actually got something out of this, not just heart ache and frustration! Grrr....

BUT.......

Like I said Praise the Lord that we can pay the bills and are fine...I need to change my attitude on that for sure! In the midst of all this life stuff, it would be nice to have a few fairy tale moments in there..... for real ones, not just ones you see on TV.

(For the record, I am not a fan of Miley Cyrus at all, but I can relate to this song and like the lyrics)